Quinoa, Lentil and Asparagus Salad

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I belong to a community supported agriculture group, meaning that every Friday, I pick up a box of organic, fresh veggies, delivered from a local farm. This week, I opened it up, and right on top, there was a bunch of asparagus. Spring, in vegetable format. I got really excited. I love spring and sunshine and all the blooming plants.

I also love simple food that’s easy to prepare and tastes delicious. My school has spring break a little earlier than most, meaning that while most teachers and kids are just starting their break, I’m back in the classroom today. As I shared in my last food post, I am trying to get myself back onto some non-Chipotle food regimen, and this salad is definitely going to become a staple. It’s fresh, easy and manages to be both light and nourishing. I’m so into it.

This recipe is adapted from What Katie Ate, but is even simpler and easier (her version includes tomatoes, which I don’t like, a green chili which is too spicy for this baby and cheese, another no-go food for me) but trust me, is still delicious. I tweaked a few things, but am super grateful for her inspiration.

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Quinoa and lentils are boiled until cooked. Asparagus is cooked, as well, but only until it turns electric green.

Meanwhile, limes are zested and mint is chopped. You should definitely buy extras for mojitos. I didn’t and I kicked myself the whole time.

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The salad gets it’s flavor from lime and mint for sure, but a simple dressing adds a bite and tang. I added lots of red wine vinegar, good quality olive oil, plus some sea salt and pepper.

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This salad is served cold, and I think it’d be an amazing addition to any sort of spring like activities: a picnic, a BBQ, or a simple lunch at your desk, like I’m planning to eat it today (womp womp). It sounds almost too good to be true, but it’s magical. I promise.

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Author: Amy /// Coffee & Sunshine
Ingredients
  • 2 cups lentils
  • 1 cup quinoa, rinsed well
  • 2 tablespoon olive oil
  • 16 spears asparagus, woody ends removed, spears cut into small pieces
  • 3 tablespoon red wine vinegar
  • sea salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste
  • Juice and finely grated zest of 3 limes
  • 1 large handful mint leaves, very roughly chopped
Instructions
  1. Place the lentils and 5 cups cold water in a small saucepan, bring to the boil, the reduce the heat an simmer over a low heat for 25 minutes until cooked (they should be slightly soft yet still al dente and nutty in texture). Drain, then run under cold water to rinse.
  2. Transfer to a large bowl and set aside to cool completely before adding the olive oil and red wine vinegar and seasoning well with salt and pepper.
  3. Meanwhile, place the quinoa and 3 cups cold water in another small saucepan, bring to the boil, then reduce the heat to a low and cook for 10-15 minutes until all the water has been absorbed and the grains appear translucent.
  4. Remove from the heat, fluff up the grains with a fork and transfer to the bowl with the lentils.
  5. Half fill a small saucepan with water, bring to the boil and add the asparagus. Cook for 2-3 minutes until al dente, then drain and plunge immediately into a bowl or iced water. Drain again and add to the bowl with the lentils and quinoa.
  6. Add the lime juice and zest, as well as the mint.
  7. Taste and add more vinegar, salt and pepper as needed.
  8. Refrigerate before serving.

Spinach Soup and figuring it out…

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I feel like I’ve been living in some sort of alternate universe for the past few weeks. I’m on spring break from teaching, which is glorious, and I’ve been having fun, working hard on some major freelance projects and immersing myself in my yoga teacher training community. It’s been amazing. On the other hand, I had to quickly rage clean my house on Saturday because people were coming over the next day, I ate Chipotle for lunch FIVE DAYS IN A ROW, and I haven’t blogged in over a week.

A switch from my usual schedule always leaves me reeling. Who wants to roast veggies for lunch when you could just eat Chipotle veggie bowls? Why eat a real dinner when you can just go to happy hour and have snacks and beer? What’s wrong with chasing a huge dinner with some ice cream? It’s been a total mess over here, food-wise, is what I’m saying. A culinary clusterf*ck.

One of the best things about being so insanely busy you can barely breathe is that priorities start to become really clear. I’m learning so much about the things that I absolutely do not want to make time for anymore, while simultaneously becoming aware of the things that I have to make time for, no matter what.

It might sound silly, but food is one of those things. When I feed myself healthy, delicious whole foods, my whole life runs much more smoothly. When I have a fridge full of roasted veggies, soup and juicing stuff, I’m so much less likely to drink a beer and call it dinner.

Don’t look at me like that. I know you’ve been there.

I’m having a hard time not being hard on myself for not knowing better. I’ve lost 80 pounds. Shouldn’t I know this by now? My yoga teacher is fond of saying that one of the worst spiritual mistakes you can make is thinking you should know better. So, instead of worrying about knowing better? I’m just going to do better.

This soup, from my friend Joy, is my first step to doing better.

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The ingredients are simple: onion, garlic, thyme and red pepper flakes combine to make magic. Potatoes are used as a thickener to make this soup creamy and comforting. A ton of fresh spinach makes this soup totally smug and healthy, and a squeeze of fresh lemon makes it taste like a hint of spring. It’s a reset, no matter how much Chipotle you’ve eaten.

This soup is therapy: the chopping and cleaning of fresh ingredients, and it’s totally vegan healthy ingredients. I highly recommend it, as soon as possible, no guilt required.

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(bonus spoon self-portrait for the win!)

Spinach Soup and figuring it out…
Author: 
Cuisine: Spinach Soup
 

Spinach Soup, adapted slightly from Joy The Baker: http://joythebaker.com/2013/02/spinach-soup-with-garlic-thyme-croutons/
Ingredients
  • 2 tablespoons olive oil
  • 1 medium onion, coarsely chopped
  • 2 cloves garlic, minced
  • 2 teaspoons dried thyme leaves
  • ¼ teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes
  • ½ teaspoon salt
  • 2 cups peeled and diced red potatoes
  • 4 cups vegetable stock or water
  • 6 heaping cups fresh spinach leaves (chard or kale is good too!)
  • juice of one lemon
  • salt to taste

Instructions
  1. To prepare the soup, heat olive oil in a large saucepan over medium heat. Add onions and saute until soft and translucent, about 5 minutes. Add garlic, thyme, red pepper flakes, and salt and saute for 2 minutes. Add potatoes and saute for 3 minutes more.
  2. Pour in vegetable stock or water and bring to a low simmer. Simmer for about 15 minutes, or until potato chunks are cooked through. Reduce heat to low and add spinach leaves. Stir and cook spinach down in the hot broth for about 5 minutes. Remove from heat and puree soup with an immersion blender. You can also blend the soup in a regular blender in batches. Just be careful not to overfill the blender when pureeing.
  3. Once pureed, squeeze in the juice of a lemon. Stir.

Green lemonade (and some thoughts on juicing and change)…

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I got out of my kitchen this weekend, and drove Andrew and I down to Los Angeles. He played poker and I hung out with friends. It was a super great way to wrap up my break. Also? Andrew and I made it through a super long car ride with nary a cross word. Road trips are hard, guys. But we did it! Hurrah!

I got to see Joy while I was in LA, and she introduced me to the wonderous workout that is Soul Cycle. She invited me over lunch and at the time, I was like, “It’s a SPIN class, how bad can it be?!” And then Drea pointed out that there are weights and pushups on the bar and it’s kind of a lot more than just a spin class. But we went early Saturday morning, and wouldn’t you know? It was amazing. A beautiful man named Denis guided me through a fantastic workout that was half ass-kicking and half spiritual journey. But real talk: it was HARD.

As we finished up, I found myself feeling obnoxiously proud that I’d done this thing — that I had put my body through a legit difficult workout and came out feeling amazing, strong and happy.

One of the weirdest things about losing weight and changing your life is that it’s really easy to get caught up on what’s left to accomplish: a goal weight, the things you can’t do, the goals you’ve yet to achieve. And yet, I was struck as I stood outside, sweating and refreshed that a year ago, I couldn’t have done this, and this year, while I experienced some soreness in my shoulders and um, nether regions, I still did it, without dying and/or crying. It was humbling and exciting and it made me really stupid happy.

While I was in Los Angeles, my Timehop App (do you have this? It’s awesome — you get reminders about what you shared online on each day in years past) reminded me that I started my first juice cleanse about a year ago.

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If you follow me on Instagram, you’re probably aware of my juicing obsession, but I like to think that juicing is what kicked my health journey into high gear. I attribute juicing as the reason my skin is (mostly) clear and much glowier than it used to be. Juicing helps me with cravings. It gives me energy.

I recommend it. Highly. Get into it! Life-changing.

I thought I would share my favorite “base” juice recipe with you, as well as a few additions if you feel like mixing it up. You will need an actual juicer for this recipe — sorry, a blender doesn’t do it. If you’re looking for a cheap way to start, my juicer is currently on sale at Amazon for just $60! DO IT.

Anyways, it’s simple. Let’s get our juice on!

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Green Lemonade

Ingredients

  • 2+ cups greens (I prefer kale and spinach, and I also use a lot more than this now! Start with as many greens as you feel comfortable with and add more once you adjust to the green taste.)
  • 2 lemons, peels and pith removed, cut small enough to fit in juicer
  • 2 apples, cored and cut small enough to fit in juicer (I prefer sweeter apples, others LOVE granny smith)

Optional, if you want to mix it up or prefer a sweeter juice:

  • One cup blueberries
  • 1-2 oranges, peels and pith removed, cut small enough to fit in juicer

Directions

Run greens through the juicer first. Finish with fruit. Serve juice immediately. I prefer mine over ice, with a straw.

Pro-tip: CLEAN YOUR JUICER. We had a serious situation in ours when I forgot to clean it for 24 hours. Mold grows fast on fresh food, guys. BAD NEWS.

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HAPPY JUICING!!!

Egg & Turkey Sausage Breakfast Casserole

Happy New Year, friends! I hope 2013 is off to an amazing start for you!

I spent my New Years Eve night at yoga, taking part in what might be my favorite and most memorable class thus far. I loved every minute of it. Andrew joined me and it was a very special evening. I woke up early on New Years day and felt so happy, positive and excited about the year to come. I made myself a green juice and a shot of espresso and got ready to face the year.

Don’t worry, I felt totally smug while doing it. I am fully aware of how douchey the paragraph above makes me sound. But I’m not sorry! It was AWESOME to wake up in my own house, feeling not even a tiny bit hungover, ready to have brunch with the three people I love most in the world: Andrew and my parents.

We hosted my mom and dad for brunch in the later morning, and it was a great way to start the year. Sadly, Andrew and I also decided to start Whole 30 which meant that there were to be no carbs or cheese or mimosas present at this brunch. I wanted it to be a simple meal, but extra delicious to attempt to make up for the lack of potatoes, pancakes and toast, champagne…you know, everything that breakfast stands for.

I settled on an egg and sausage breakfast casserole that I adapted from Mark’s Daily Apple. It seemed easy, Whole 30 compliant and delicious. Perfect.

It didn’t disappoint.

Turkey sausage, eggs, greens and some simple spices come together to make magic.

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Thing I want to discuss: how pretty the morning light is in my kitchen. Thing I NEVER want to discuss: how disgusting sausage is when it’s raw. I washed my hands an absurd number of times while making this. Ick.

Thankfully, I didn’t have to deal with it for very long.

Cook your sausage, shred up your spinach and kale, crack the eggs and spice them up before putting the mixture in your pan. An 8×8 square would work here if you want squares, but I went for a round pan because I’m fancy like that (read: too cheap to buy a square pan).

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Bake this business, and then voila!

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The eggs puff up, the greens soften and the sausage makes it all delicious. If you’re not abstaining from cheese (womp womp) I suspect some gruyere would be amazing in here, but trust me, it’s so delicious you won’t miss the cheese.

Slice it up!

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It’s awesome. Plus, you’re eating kale! You’re winning at life and it’s only breakfast.

I served my egg casserole alongside a giant bowl of fruit and a simple salad.

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It was a fantastic way to start the new year, plus, if you’re doing any sort of healthy eating resolution, this totally works. I’m planning to make another and eat it for breakfast throughout the week.

Egg and Turkey Sausage Breakfast Casserole

Ingredients

12 eggs

2 cups greens, such as spinach and kale

One package sweet italian turkey sausage, in casings

1 tsp each pepper, salt and garlic powder

Directions

Preheat oven to 375 and grease pan (I used a round pie pan but an 8×8 pan would also work). Set aside. Brown sausage until completely cooked through. In large bowl, crack eggs and whisk in spices. Shred greens into bite-sized pieces and add to eggs. Add sausage and stir completely. Pour mixture into greased pan. Bake for 35 minutes or more, until everything is firm (it took me at least 45 minutes, but I checked it every five minutes or so after 35). Serve warm.

Fresh starts, and an emergency soup recipe…

I’m breaking my blog silence to bring you a quick recipe. It’s a soup emergency, at least around these parts.

I hope your Christmas was as wonderful as mine was. I spent the morning at a truly beautiful yoga class taught by my favorite teacher, and spent the rest of the day with my family, eating and drinking everything under the sun. I finished the day eating more leftovers and treats.

Consequently, I spent Christmas night feeling like total garbage.

I’ve had enough. My eyes are now focused on January and a clean slate. I don’t think I can eat one more cookie.

Don’t worry, I’m sure I’ll try. I’m only human.

I got a version of this soup recipe from my favorite local juice cleanse place and have adapted it, and made it several times as part of my detox process. It’s simple but flavorful and full of good ingredients to help detox your body. Mushrooms, turnips, onions, leeks, carrots, celery all meet up with barley for a soup that is filling but not heavy.

Let’s make some good choices together.

Start with veggies, and some soaked barley.

Then, get your chop on.

Slowly add all your veggies to your broth. Let everything simmer together for a bit. If you’re like me, you should totally use this time to put away all your presents and laundry. WHEE. Being an adult is basically the worst sometimes.

Top with freshly chopped parsley.


Let’s just call a spade here: I don’t really drink with paper straws. But I kid you not, I’m drinking lemon water like WHOA. I told you. It’s bad times over here. This soup (and glass after glass of green juice) will set me right again.

Here’s to starting off 2013 with a belly full of good things. Hope your last week of the year is just wonderful.

Mushroom Barley Detox Soup

Ingredients

  • 4 cups mushrooms, mixed (shitake, trumpet, white, baby bella, etc.)
  • 2 carrots, chopped
  • 1 medium yellow onion
  • 1 turnip, diced
  • 2 leeks, chopped
  • 1 cup barley, soaked overnight in 1.5 cups water
  • 1/4 cup chopped parsley
  • 4 cloves garlic, minced
  • 4 stalks celery, chopped
  • 2.5 quarts vegetable broth
  • salt and pepper to taste
  • 2 T olive oil

Cooking Directions

  1. Heat olive oil in bottom of large stock pot.
  2. Add garlic and onions, cook until translucent.
  3. Add leeks, carrots, celery, and turnip. Allow to soften for 2 minutes.
  4. Add vegetable broth. Bring to a boil.
  5. Stir in barley.
  6. Cover and simmer for 30-45 minutes.
  7. Add salt and pepper to taste. Top with freshly chopped parsley.

Rustic Chicken Stew

When Andrew and I met five years ago, it was December, and therefore, the early months of our courtship were spent inside. Eating. Lots of food. Our most favorite date was going to get ice cream and then watching a movie or TV shows. Also some making out. Sorry, mom.

One night, I decided I wanted to make him something special. At the time, I was newly obsessed with Orangette and this recipe seemed like the perfect thing to serve a new boyfriend: cozy and comforting, yet more sophisticated that normal ktichen soup.

Those early days of a relationship are so simple, right? Everyone is on good behavior, you’re more concerned with what movie you’re going to watch, when he’s going to call, what’s going to happen next. No one is leaving their towels on the floor, no one is eating the last of the peanut butter, and no one is comfortable enough to kick the other when they’re snoring.

This recipe is simple, too. It starts with chicken, rubbed with olive oil, seasoned with salt and pepper, and sprinkled with fresh thyme leaves.

Carrots, leeks, broth, and some tiny pasta come together to round out the flavors.

And then, the magic happens. This soup is made salty and full-bodied with the addition of parmigiano reggiano, left to soak in the bottom of the pot. It takes this soup to the next level.

Obviously, this is the cheesy part where I say something about how this soup is just like our relationship: basic things came together to make magic and it’s wonderful and unforgettable. I mean, that’s all true. I feel very lucky. But what I’d rather say is that this soup has endured — it’s still one of our favorite things to eat.

Okay, fine. Our relationship is even better than it was during those simple times. I’m so thankful.

But seriously? Make this soup.

Rustic Chicken Soup

via Orangette

Ingredients

Four boneless, skinless chicken breasts
Olive oil
Salt
Freshly ground black pepper
Fresh thyme (about 10-12 sprigs)
2 quarts chicken broth, plus a bit more broth or water for thinning if needed
3 large carrots, peeled and cut into rounds roughly ¼-inch thick
3 medium leeks, trimmed, halved lengthwise, rinsed thoroughly, and cut into rough 1-inch pieces
1 Parmigiano Reggiano rind, roughly 2 inches square
1/3 cup tiny soup pasta (I used stellinae)

Directions

Preheat oven to 450 degrees. Place chicken breasts in a single layer in a baking dish. Rub them with olive oil, and sprinkle them with salt, pepper, and roughly 3 sprigs’ worth of thyme leaves. Roast the chicken for 30 minutes, or until it is cooked through. Set the meat aside until cool enough to handle; then shred or chop the chicken.

Pour chicken broth into a large pot, Dutch oven, or stockpot. Add the carrots, leeks, cheese rind, and a dash of salt. Bring to a boil, reduce to a simmer, and let cook about 25 minutes, until vegetables are tender and broth smells lightly of the cheese. Add the leaves of 7 or so sprigs of thyme, and let cook another five minutes. Add chicken and pasta (and a bit of additional broth or water, if you feel the mixture is too thick), return the soup to a boil, turn down the heat, and let the soup simmer for 5 minutes. Taste for seasoning, and add more salt and pepper if needed. Retrieve and discard the cheese rind. Ladle into bowls.

Serves a lot.

CSA! CSA! CSA!

So, I have the most first world problem of all the first world problems: I’ve been unable to make it to the farmer’s market on Sunday mornings (where our local one is) because…

it conflicts with my yoga class.

I know. I’m lucky that THIS is a legit issue in my life. Also, I recognize that it’s absurd.

One thing I’ve learned to appreciate as I’ve learned to feed myself in a healthier manner is how eating seasonal and local foods makes all the difference. I know there’s a lot of speculation about organic foods and eating locally and all that jazz, but it is definitely something I want to make a priority. I feel better, it’s environmentally friendly and any way I can get produce into my body is good.

Another thing I’ve wanted to try more of is learning to cook all sorts of food, not just my old standbys. I’m mildly fascinated by Tamar Adler and I think her TED Talk about being a clever chef, and turning simple foods into delicious meals is really inspiring. My tendency is to purchase the same foods over and over again, no matter how many times I plan to buy something new at the store.

I decided that joining a CSA would solve a bunch of my issues: it would eliminate my need to go to the farmer’s market, and it would challenge me to try new foods. BOOM. If you’re unfamiliar with the concept of a CSA, the idea is to be part of community supported agriculture (CSA): each week, a farm puts together a box of their produce, you pick it up (and some deliver). You help support the farm, get local and seasonal food to eat, and avoid eating food that has been imported from afar.

I did my research about local CSAs, and for a variety of reasons (namely, there is a pickup spot near my yoga studio, it had good Yelp reviews and it was reasonably priced) I went with Terra Firma Farm.

I picked up my box last Friday:

When I opened it, I found:

  • A head of cauliflower
  • A ton of carrots
  • Some new potatoes
  • A large bag of spinach
  • A head of bok choy
  • A serious pile of satsumas
Not bad for $14, right? All organic, freshly picked…I think it’s pretty awesome. Even better (and unusual in my previous CSA experience) all of the food was really fresh.

So far, I’ve roasted the veggies, juiced the spinach and oranges and am eager to hear your suggestions for what to do with bok choy.

I’m really excited about this new challenge, and will definitely be sharing more from my CSA’s in the future.

Have you ever participated in a CSA? Any bok choy suggestions?

Simple Brussels Sprouts

I was late to the brussels sprouts party. I didn’t even eat a sprout until I was 28 years old. Now, brussels sprouts are like that friend you just met but can’t remember your life without.

One of my favorite episodes of Sex and the City was the one in which Carrie discusses her Secret Single Behavior. Oh man. That’s real. I’m not a single lady anymore, but since Andrew travels quite a bit, I log a lot of time pretending I’m single. At first, I used to spend the first few days moping and being sad. And while I miss him terribly, I’m so accustomed to Andrew being gone that I jump right into my SSB.

Don’t get excited, it’s not too thrilling. I definitely don’t read Vogue standing up while eating saltines and grape jelly. Nope, not this girl. My SSB includes listening to podcasts as I fall asleep, making as much noise as I want in the morning and brussels sprouts.

When Andrew leaves, I make an immediate stop at the grocery store for a big ol’ bag of brussels sprouts. Then, I roast them for dinner and eat them with an egg on top every night. It’s perfect, really. I roll in from yoga, cut up my sprouts while I’m all sweaty, throw ‘em in to roast, fry an egg and BOOM. Dinner for one.

If you’ve never tried brussels sprouts, or if you hated them as a kid, I’d urge you to give these a try. Roasting them gives them a whole new flavor, and it’s delicious. It’s super simple, and trust me, these sprouts are great for breakfast, lunch or dinner. Or all three. You know, hypothetically speaking.

Simple Brussels Sprouts

Ingredients

Sprouts, about 8 per person

Two cloves of garlic, finely minced

2 T olive oil, for sprouts

1 T olive oil, for egg

salt and pepper to taste

Egg, one (or two!) per person

Directions

Preheat oven to 375.

Cut the ends off the brussels sprouts and quarter. Rinse the sprouts in a colander and ensure that they’re dry and clean. Mince garlic. Arrange sprouts in a thin layer on a baking sheet. Drizzle with olive oil, season with salt and pepper. Ensure all sprouts are coated. Roast in oven for 20 minutes, or until sprouts are browned. Some will become crispy — don’t worry! They’re delicious.

 About five minutes before the sprouts finish roasting, heat a tablespoon of olive oil in pan. When oil is hot, add egg to pan. Cover to cook until white is cooked through, about three minutes. Turn off heat and leave in pan until yolk reaches cooked consistency you prefer.

Why Food?

Recently, I was discussing this blog with a friend, and she casually remarked that she had noticed I was talking about food a lot more, both on and offline, and that it seemed to her that this was becoming a food blog.

“Why food?” she asked.

It’s a fair question. Throughout the years, this blog has gone from stories about my life to a healthy living focus to whatever amalgamation of topics it is now.

I don’t know why it took me so long to figure out how much I loved food, and especially how much I loved writing about it. My mom is an amazing cook, and I grew up in a household that centered a lot of time around food: family dinners, big get-togethers, and daily snack time.

My relationship with food was always complicated. I was never a thin child — I wasn’t fat, but I have always been muscular and a little stockier than those rail-thin girls you see. I spent a lot of time in my childhood eating secretly — buying candy at school and snarfing it down quickly and quietly. I was the kid who ate more pizza when no one was looking at birthday parties and the teenager who loved to eat snacks at the homes of the people I babysat for.

When I was 18 years old, I decided to lose weight for the first time. I had maybe 25 pounds to lose to be healthier. I severely restricted my diet in college. I would allow myself the same amount of food every day: one granola bar, four slices of turkey, one apple, 10 carrots, one fat free Yoplait yogurt, and one Weight Watchers meal. I worked out daily, starting small and then spending hours at the gym.

As life got more and more complicated in my early 20′s, my old habits resurfaced. Anyone who tells you food doesn’t make you feel better obviously hasn’t had the experience of crying into their ice cream, or going out for cheese fries with friends when you’ve felt lonely for weeks. Food is a comfort, though it is a fleeting one.

Two years ago, I found myself with over 100 pounds to lose. To realize you’re obese and in danger of serious health issues is a wake-up call, to say the least. I am in no way a sizeist, but knowing my family history, I knew that I was going to be in serious trouble if I didn’t address the reality of my weight.

What I had to come to terms with was that on both ends of the food issues spectrum, I had an issue of feeling as if I didn’t deserve to be treated well. I ate secretly because it numbed me, and I ate too much because it filled me up. When I restricted myself, it was a punishment for not being perfect.

Those thoughts above brought to you by therapy.

It’s a sad and difficult thing to realize that you’re hurting yourself with something that you need, and that can be completely innocuous. Food is good. It’s a delight, a pleasure and an essential. It’s not a punishment. And somehow, I’d forgotten that.

Learning to feed myself has been a key part of my weight loss, but it’s also been a key part of healing some of the crappy feelings I have about myself. I no longer eat cookies alone, in shame. If I want to make cookies, I make them, eat a few, and share them out. I don’t apologize for ordering dessert, nor do I order it every day. I spend money on food that is fresh and healthy, and every single week, I carve out time to prepare it, sometimes at the detriment of other things. I avoid eating things that come in bags, packets and boxes, and frozen Weight Watchers meals are a thing of the past. I make real, healthy food every single week, and I enjoy it. I go out to dinner with the people I love, and I enjoy it. And sometimes, I order wine or dessert (or both) and I enjoy it.

I do it because I deserve that. My body and my self are worth treating well. I also can’t overstate the role of yoga, running and exercise in teaching me to eat well — being active and strong makes me mindful of what I put in my body, and it gives me tools to deal with my feelings, instead of burying them under piles of food.

I’m not done losing weight. I’m aware that I still have some pounds to go before I am where I want to be. I’ll get there. I have the tools now.

Making, photographing and writing about the things I feed myself is my way of saying I’m okay. I know how to treat myself well, and I do. I’m proud of the food I prepare. If I had my druthers, I’d invite each of you over for dinner, to sit at my table and hang out. I like the feel of a knife in my hand as I chop veggies, the sounds of something delicious boiling and the taste of food I’ve created myself.

And that is why I write about food, unapolagetically.

 

Pumpkin Oatmeal

I love breakfast. It’s my favorite part of the day.

I think my love of breakfast started with my dad. When I was little, my dad worked swing shift a lot, so he would arrive home in the wee hours of the morning. I would wake up early to hang out with him. Typically, I’d get up and watch Mousercise — a Mickey Mouse exercise program. Don’t worry, I wouldn’t do it. I’d just sit on my little beach towel in my bathing suit and watch, and wait for my dad to come home.

When he got home, it was breakfast time. My dad loves breakfast as much as I do. It was a morning ritual, the two of us moving around the kitchen, passing sections of the newspaper back and forth and chatting quietly. We didn’t do a lot of fancy food, usually cereal, Cream of Wheat, some toast. As I got older, we’d share a pot of coffee.

I loved those mornings with my dad.

Nowadays, breakfast is still a big deal in my life. I don’t understand you people who skip breakfast or only drink coffee. You’re missing some of the best food ever!

Since breakfast is usually consumed in my classroom, I like to make it easy.

This steel cut pumpkin oatmeal is easy. It’s satisfying. It’s not too sweet. It’s basically my favorite thing.

Steel cut oats are one of the healthiest things you can eat. They’re low on the glycemic index, and give you much more energy than regular oats. They’re the least processed kind of oats you can consume.

The key to making delicious steel cut oats is cooking them in soy milk (or regular milk, if you’re a dairy person) instead of water. They get creamy and chewy instead of tasteless.

With the addition of pumpkin, a touch of honey and vanilla, cinnamon and nutmeg, they become spicy and sweet. Plus, pumpkin is a super food, so…yeah. You’re winning at life.

After a quick simmer, these oats are ready. I usually make a big batch on the weekend and freeze them into individual portions for the week. They reheat beautifully, and make a perfect breakfast.

Just add coffee, obviously.

Pumpkin Oatmeal

Ingredients

1 cup steel cut oats, dry

4 cups soy milk

1 cup pumpkin puree

1 T honey

1 T cinnamon

1 tsp nutmeg

Directions

Put soy milk in saucepan and bring to boil. Add steel cut oats and turn heat down slightly, so oats can summer. Allow oats to cook until soft, about 25 minutes. Stir in honey, cinnamon, nutmeg and pumpkin. Adjust seasoning as needed, to your taste preference. Top with additional pumpkin, honey and a sprinkle of cinnamon.

Serve immediately, or freeze into portions.

Serves four.

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